A Confession

I have to be honest, I have tried to get a blog started in the past to no avail. All attempts flamed out in either laziness of a sense that what I had to write would not bring interest. Both of those things are now long in my rear view mirror. See I no longer have to worry about being too lazy to write because I know it is something that needs to be done. That ties right into my thought that what I had to share would not impact anyone, therefore it would be pointless. I have come the recent realization that the most important person I need to be writing for is me. I figure things out by writing out what I am going through with honesty that I do not use in general conversation. I know it is not great promotion for a blog to lead with saying I don't need anyone to read it, but I had gotten so caught up in the amount of eyes seeing it that I forgot about the heart that should have been behind it all. I got so consumed in making appealing to so many audiences that it because a stylized drama that was missing one key component, honesty. I would not say I was out right lying in blog posts or making things up to spice things up, more leaving out the things that should have been in there in the first place. Avoiding the topics that I needed to talk about. The title of this blog may confuse some at first glance, allow me to explain. I have found, even more so recently, I am imperfect in many things, too many things to even count. While coming to this conclusion i have found that I am perfect at one act, sinning. I have the art of sinner down so perfectly, I can pull off multiple sins at once without as much as a blink. This blog with deal directly with my confessions, this blog will be honest and real. First and foremost this blog will shine light upon the One who has forgiven all of those sins. As I sit here and write this at 3:12 in the morning after just committing a will full sin, something has struck me. I was forgiven for that act before I even knew I was going to do it. Does this mean that I can sin at will just because I will be forgiven, of course not. What this does show me is that I serve a Lord who loves me so much that He has forgiven me of every since past present and future.